1-2 elevated readings 1 hour after eating each day.

Hi! I am a lot of anxiety right now and need some input. I do not have another appointment until Monday 1/15. Any input to hold me over the weekend would be great!

I failed my glucose load test with 161 mg/dL. I went in for the 3 hour glucose tolerance test and I threw up within 20 minutes. I opted to do self monitored blood glucose finger pricks for fasting and 1 hour after breakfast/lunch/dinner instead. I am not meeting all the goals but I'm getting closer as I find out more about what foods I can work into my diet and what to substitute. I am averaging 1-2 elevated readings each day. How horrible on a scale of 1-10 should I feel about this?

My fasting SMBG goal is 90 mg/dL. My 1 hour post meal goal is 135 mg/dL.

Here are my readings:

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