it can be better but it can also be worse

We can't deny the fact that some things gets better and some things gets worse. That's why it's hard to have a positive outlook in life since you know to yourself that there's no use of hope. I know that I am no longer capable of doing such things and I also know that I have the power to change my future. But I just don't want to. I am sick of all this bullshit I am receiving. I am tired of fighting and sometimes, giving up is the only choice. Tomorrow night, I'll be ending my suffering. I am now at peace with my decisions in life. For I am too weak to fight for my life, I never regret anything in this lifetime. I'm sorry.