I hate the fact that people love to be with me because I always agree.

I have always known myself as a people pleaser: you throw an opinion, I acknowledge your point of view, we talk about it and I always agree. I can't seem to see what's so difficult for me to disagree when I know I have the power to do so A.K.A. I can't! Because I'm a people pleaser!

I never knew how to say no let alone disagree on someone's point of view in a social conversation and it sucks. At the end of the day, it's me realizing that people want me around because they would think our friendships are amazing since we understand each other so well, not knowing that there am I: a coward for rejection and backlash.