My brain is so inept it gives me stress, stressfull life, stressful work. I cant build nothing on game calkes terraria because of how horrible i am with shapes

I hate building atleast thats how i feel for it right now, i tried to build a statue for 5 hours - i should have progressed from there but hey i onky built 5 foot variants that are of height 5 blocks and 1-3 blocks wide and none of them have worked for statue id like, maybe i shoukd give up on the idea of making a girl with buterfly wings as a statue for a spawn.

I hate building i hate it so so so much even if ive progressed fairly well, ive never felt so worthleas when it comes to executing my ideas, i dont know how to controll my stress it has raised my BPM without any controll, i can feek my hands are shaken up and my body tense, i can feek my tear duckts filling up with water. Minutes away from breaking something.

I suck at building and jkl allways suck at it no matter how much i try