(M4A) sissy slave needs to be controlled and degraded

Im looking for a cruel blackmailer to blackmail me and to turn me into a completly brainless sex slave. But im a bit scared to do it so i might not be willing straight away. Please seduce me by degrading me and calling me a useless sex slave and then slowly start to blackmail me into doing more extreme stuff untill i lost all controll. Its my dream