getting nose job soon

see, before i had any acne scars or even acne at all my nose used to be my biggest insecurity. yes, i still don’t like my nose hence the plastic surgery but my scars are on my mind all day everyday. i’ve tried for years to minimize them but it seems it only gets worse. btw i’m 22 and my parents think i’m going to be the happiest girl in the world after the surgery but i know it won’t change much because what really concerns me i can’t change. this is so sad i’m tired of hiding my cheeks behind my hair oh how much i miss having my hair up without worrying about these damn scars :(