No more cali sober for me ❤️⭐️

Been in AA since spring 2023 and save for 2 minor slips, have come a very long way with my addiction, learning my defects and relying on a higher power. I have a sponsor that I love. And I'm on step 4.

I decided last week it's finally time to quit smoking. It no longer felt right to claim sobriety when I was toking joints Everynight.

This is harder than I expected. Despite giving up alcohol, I still was addicted to pot and using it like alcohol. Im going thru the detox now and am struggling without any " crutch" but I feel excited to get off the unprescribed mind or mood altering substance.

Just saying this to be accountable. I don't want to use recreational drugs and alcohol. Cali sober can't work for me. I can't moderate anything.

Here's to the next few weeks of low mood and interrupted sleep, but I'm positive for the future and so excited knowing MA Exists and my AA home group is so supportive

Y'all are wonderful and thank you for helping me change my life

Posted Mar 15, 2024, 2:18 AM UTC

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