[dao spoilers] for my city elf origin lovers how do you role play?

Just wondering how you guys roleplay the beginning of the origin with Nelaros and Shianni.

I just started that run and I am roleplaying not being too thrilled about it at first and immediately having survivors guilt when dies. I’m very elfy (as sera would say) and helped people as much as I could so far and saved my cousin.

Just curious on how other people play bc I’m second guessing my choices and maybe I should have been more happy about the marriage and play that way.

I am planning on romancing Zev in this run so maybe it would sting more being happy than being guarded.