Feeling Burnt out

Received my very first IR and to be honest, I feel nothing, but I also feel a lot of things (does that make sense?)

I just need a rest, a really long rest but somehow the short staffing at the NICU can't give me that. And our cases have been really really intense lately, intubated babies, babies with congenital malformations and every shift I just dread 😞

But anyway, I feel like crap physically. No sleep, anxious, and been eating like crap as well. I'm just.. ugh.