a living hell

good guys. I don't speak English, I'm using the translator so anything is why. I'm going to tell you a little about my story because I'm going through a terrible time. I have been living with genital herpes for years and with recurring attacks. Initially I didn't know what it was, my ignorance, I thought it was some "normal" infection until, 30 thousand searches later, I realized that it could be the terrible genital herpes. When I realized this possibility, I immediately went to see a specialist. In that consultation, only with a visual examination it was confirmed that it was for sure but they completely ignored the situation, they said "ah but what's the problem with that? Millions of people have it. Live in peace". At first I was like, ok. until the next outbreak comes back and more and more. I went back to a professional to talk about the matter and they discredited me again. I spoke to my doctor and in addition to refusing to take a test, he also won't give me antivirals because he says it's bad to take them. I gave up on doctors and dove into deep research into this problem, I discovered L Lysine which has actually been my savior, it really helps a lot to prevent outbreaks and when they do appear they are much milder. I pay attention to the Arginine vs Lysine diet. I do everything I can but now, I have no idea why since last week I've been having outbreak after outbreak after outbreak even when taking 2000mg of lysine daily. Unbearable leg pain and no access to any other medication. I've been taking lysine for about 2 or 3 years, not daily, but if I feel like an outbreak is coming, I'm also afraid of any consequences from taking this supplement. Please, has anyone been taking lysine for years? Did anyone have any problems? I'm desperately looking for feedback on this subject. generally I take 1000mg when I feel that an outbreak is coming, now that I'm at this stage I've been taking 2000 but I can't rest easy thinking that I could be ruining my health even more. This is horrible :(