Had my first closed eye visual today

I only just started exploring psychedelic journeys a couple months ago when I discovered the 4 aco dmt gummies sold at vape stores. The first few trips were pure bliss, more happy than I knew was even possible. The open eye visuals were striking, but I never got closed eye visuals, and didn’t understand why anyone would even want to close their eyes when the real world became so beautiful.

Then this morning I took a significantly higher dose. The open eye fractals overlaying everything were amazing, but then I closed my eyes and finally understood the hype behind CEV’s. Almost immediately, it was like I had a VR headset on it was so realistic. I was looking into this massive neural network. Neurons probably a dozen feet in diameter were just floating in this abstract higher dimensional purple and pink space, each with dozens of synapses flowing off them, all interconnected. I perceived this neural network as some sort of incomprehensibly superintelligent entity. It humbled me and made me feel small. Unlike the previous trips of pure ecstasy, there were uneasy moments this time.