I sleep in a death bed. Am I the only one?

Last summer I posted that my estranged husband killed himself in my bed. Most didn't believe me so I removed the post. Since then, I have yet to meet anyone who this has also happened to. I would like to know someone who might relate. My family wanted me to get rid of the bed, but I can't yet. It's hard to explain why. This sub-reddit seems like an appropriate place to ask if anyone can relate.