I'm a terrible friend(long)

I was supposed to hang out with a friend today and I canceled with a lame excuse, again. I haven't seen her since early January. Sometimes I actually can't hang out with her, but most of the time I just don't want to.

When we first started hanging out I loved it, but after a while I started to see what kind of person she is. She lies, she's cheated on every last one of her boyfriends, she complains all the time about everything.

I could forget the sluttiness, even the lying of it wasn't for the complaining. Her parents are still together, they love her and spoil her, and treat her like a princess but she can't stand them cause they smoke weed. She has a cell phone, a laptop, a flatscreen tv, a new bed, jewelry, and a car. Yet she whines about money. AND SHE REFUSES TO GET A JOB. Her boyfriend is a nice guy, he loves and he's funny. But he can't spend every minute with her so he sucks.

Now every girl has body image issues, but I don't wanna hear your shit all day all the time. I have my own body image issues but I'm not dying for attention enough to point out every flaw all the fucking time.

I mentioned her parents are still together. She sees her dad everyday. I haven't seen my dad since last summer. My dad doesn't care enough to call me on my birthday. So I don't want to hear about how your dad is so annoying.

I generally try to keep my problems to myself cause I feel like nobody wants to hear me complaining all the time. I don't hate my life. I don't have my dad as much as I would want, i've been single for three years, I have body issues, and I'm a little poor. I don't even have a room at home. But I have my mom, my siblings, a sense of humor and a positive outlook so I'm okay. And I don't want to compare problems but please be a little considerate.

I cannot stand her, so I cancel our plans. I am a terrible friend.