Just took the rest of my adivan all at once...

There wasn't enough left to do much...about 6mg, but it's enough to give me the feeling of being buzzed. Does this mean I need to reset my badge? So then I also just picked up a bottle of vodka but haven't opened it...don't really want to but I've been obsessing the last few days. What is the definition of being "sober" on this subredit? Alcohol only?

I guess I can attribute this to the anger part of HALT. I need to learn to deal with my emotions without getting messed up.

Hopefully I won't drink but I very well can see myself messing up this afternoon.... Ugh.

I just don't want to go through that first week of detox again. I don't want to throw away my 13 days.....but my mind isn't rational. This is the big problem with being sober!

Update : I left for my meeting and proceeded to go way off road , the people there' couldn't help me without tow roads, I got a ride hoke, some of my goog buddies stopped by to pull it out but the cops were already there

Time to turn around and let the do what they did. We turned around And will wait for the cops to contact me... I guess no aa meeting tonight. I better get ny car back cheaply!http://www.allaboutbirds.org/guide/Red-breasted_Nuthatch/sounds