A post-burnout idiot (a real story)
Hi everyone,
I am a 23 years old average guy ( with average english too...), 4 months ago i've been on a lot of stress, everything around me was stressful. At work i was that rookie guy who works like 3 people yet no one cares and i was like the "scapegoat" of the team..., my personal life was not any better, all my college bros were either too far or just disapeared somewhere, and i couldn't trust the people i work with, at least not as friends...I couldn't relax anymore, some say it was some bad case of "depression", everything was getting bitter and bitter, yet I didn't lose hope... I kept working like crazy, i focused more, nothing could stop me for doing some good f***ing work, the customer was really satisfied, i did better job than all the other guys united, and I kept the pace on, better, faster, more accurate...But,my personal life was still getting worse (medical problems)...i was in even more stress, feeling a soft bed just before sleeping, became some kind of fantasy...But, I kept struggling, i was very fatigued, I just wanted to have a peaceful goodnight sleep...just once in 4 months...Lately, I had a call telling me that I got promoted...Everything I did, meant something...I gained some good reputation in the company i worked in (i became some sort of badass xD), my personal life? i begun crafting it...I couldn't wait for good things to happen to me...i created those good things, by my own means...and now I can say...I'am feeling good.
"tl;dr"? xD : whoever faces deep depression, burnout state, if you're in stress , please, go for it, and do some f***ing awesome work!! I went to lots of shit, and i am sure there a lot of people who experienced even worse stuff, but I guess it's the same formula, KEEP FIGHTING!
Posted Apr 13, 2013, 10:53 PM UTC