Unwelcomed victories.

Im so sick of being so crippled, I hate that all these side effects of these medicine.

Today I cried because I was able to pee standing up instead of focusing in the shower bent over like some idiot .

I have to take so much medicine to live and walk like a normal person that my liver is already starting to fail at 21.

As soon as I was unable to work anymore all my friends just forgot about me except 2 I guess the crippled guy got to be invited to party out of pity.

I just wish my life is fucking normal, and god help me I'd I can't raise my girl being born tomorrow or I'm gone life won't be worth it if I can't raise her and all I will be is a burden for the rest of my life