I relapsed on purpose....

Well, I've just had to realize that my 10 day streak of nofap actually was a 10 day streak of noorgasm. I didn't really edge ,but whenever i got the urge i touched myself. It's time to set my timer to day 1 and time to change myself. From now on: No fapping, no touching, no porn! This is going to be a real challenge, but i really think I'm confident enough to make it. Stay strong guys! Believe in yourselves!

And btw: It didn't even feel half as good as you would imagine it to do. This experience made me a bit stronger, i guess. Don't even think about relapsing, it's not worth it.