Slight confusion in my mind

Hi seddit,

I'm a long time browser, at this moment in my life I'm in a bit of a predicament. I'll provide some basic info:

.I'm a 21 year old student living away from home and in another country

.I've only had sex once and it wasn't the most enjoyable experience, we were both very drunk, therefore, I suppose I consider myself to still be a virgin in a way

.I've tried having fun with a couple of women met on a night out and I've always ran into the same problem, I couldn't get it up and I don't know what caused this

.Due to this, my confidence is so rock bottom I don't know what to do, I'm confused between saving myself for a relationship or just trying again........

I finish university in a month to return home to Ireland, and during that time I'll have exams, and the like, I also have a job lined up (fingers crossed) in San Diego in September. Hence, I keep asking myself 'should I just hold out until I get to San Diego and try and find my sweetheart over there?'

Any help or advice would be greatly appreciated :)