is my mesh softening/pocket forming technique okay?

So my Clutch 2 head has really hard mesh and a mid pocket. I want to try out a high pocket and softer mesh because it seems the ball always rolls out when i try and cradle/dodge. I have just submerged my stick in warm water, lathered it in conditioner, and put a ball in a position with a high pocket. The ball is held in place with a butter knife. Basically what im asking is; Will this damage my mesh/head/stick in any way? What is a high pocket good for, as I have seen many conflicting points about it?