Regrets

I'm starting to lose my will to play this game called "life", I've been losing since I was 13,I didn't open my eyes until now I'm 17 about to turn 18, I wish I had the same mentality that I have now when I was 14, I could have fixed a lot of things and I could be well off.

Damn...if I could go back,focus on my health and get a job I wouldn't be here whining about my life,I could be living instead, now I'm starting to want to die,I lose so many years...

It's more painful to see that the people you studied with in high school are much better than you, even more so the ones you hated, and you're fighting against life and hoping you don't end up going into madness.