Rant of a 2026Tard

Repost from r/medicotards cuz i forgot to post here

I honestly am very confused, i like studying i love it , even, but like the amount of pressure i feel cannot be measured.

For starters, I have taken dummy and my parents forced me to take both allen and pw ka online course, because they said that ki ohh it's online, so you won't be have to do enough, but they were dead wrong. In physics and chem, both of them are teaching chapterwise, but in biology they started from the same chapter but have deviated, so it's causing a shit ton of trouble for me because i have to cover everything together.

On top of that, i also go to 4 days a week tuition in person for both physics and chem because parents forced so, they too take a good portion of my time, and they give homework as well to do.

SO, i have to do both allen, pw, tuition of both physics and chem, all of the homework by receive by all of them, then my own self study, reading ncert further, it's just not possible. i'm able to do nothing completely

Then yesterday, i had tests of both allen and pw both 3hrs long, parents said ki you should do it because it's not in the same timeframe, i had to revise for both of them, i tried so hard but couldn't

I was so tired after giving the test that i slept for 10 hours and am still feeling tired till now, but i scored only 655 in the pw test(main reason why i'm posting this), because i had paid more attention to biology(only 2 wrong in bio), Allen result hasn't come yet

So the pressure of all this , and the sheer work that i'm expected to do which i am not able to manage and all, and the recent nta waala and stuff has made me borderline depressed ngl(i could use 4th floor waali chai rn tbh)

Although this is a rant post, please do suggest ways to help me , and also give in general advice on what to do for neet 2026(No, taking pcmb is not an option, parents are doctors, "slight" pressure to be a doctor)