Over 6 months NC, was holding out for a Hoover— she’s selling my stuff online

I was going to make a longer post describing the entire relationship, my experience in the relationship and trying to unravel everything post discard and after learning about covert narcissistic abuse-- and trying to move away from aggressively placing that label on it and focus on healing-- but tonight my heart sank and all of the life drained out of me instantly. In that same fucked up way a lot of us had been holding on to the idea of receiving a hoover, I had kind of been hoping for/dreading/praying/hiding from/praying that I would get anything from her. I work in the film industry and at the end of every production you work full time on you receive a gift item-- often times a jacket. Some of them were nice but not fully my style, and I always liked how she takes care of things so much better than I do-- so I gave them to her. I was shocked to see her selling one of the Arc’teryx vests with the production name stitched into it on fb marketplace :(

It's my own fault for looking in the first place, and I did give them to her-- but seeing it really set me back quite a bit.

Thanks for listening.