back after my second purge this year

purge started moments after I lost my virginity. I told myself I didn't like it, convinced myself that he had an std, panicked, and threw away all my clothes, deleted all my accounts.

I lasted maybe a month before urges started to come back. I started having less sex with my gf and jerked off more. Then the porn changed to TS porn, to sissy porn, to gay porn, eventually to hypno.

Last week, my gf said she needed to move out of town for a few months for work. Thank goodness because I couldn't take it anymore! I went into a Primark (UK department store) and bought a lounge lingerie set and fishnets, I'd never bought anything in public before, it was soooo exhilarating.

Luckily that night my roommates were out so I pranced about the house like the sissy I am, teased the delivery guy with my fishnets legs, made 3 guys cum on flingster, and sent countless vids and pics to Snapchat groups. Finally, at 5 am I came on my tummy, scooped it up and ate it for the pervs on snap. And this time I felt no remorse. And I finally thought of a sissy name for myself: Iona!

For the last week it's been pretty much the same routine, and yesterday I ordered some more lingerie. Today my gf is back in town for the night, and idk if I'll be able to satisfy her, or if I'll be thinking about when it's my turn to be filled up next.

Sorry for the super long post lol. Anyone who wants to see my lingerie order pm me, I don't have any pics cos my snap account got perma banned yesterday (guess I had too much fun), but I'll be taking more very soon ;)