Not really sure what i am or is what i am something unvalid?

I have been fighting with understanding my sexuality for quite some time now and sometimes i feel like what i am is not always accepted in gay, straight or even bi-circles.

Long story short i have a HUGE genital preference that basically makes it impossible for me to date anyone who has a vagina. However even while i really like dicks i do not find (masculine) men attractive in any way. The only way i would be able to date a man was if he was REALLY feminine. 100% of the crushes i have had have been towards women but it is always just a platonic crush.

I mean i quess i am really only into transwomen and extremely feminine guys but as far as i have understood its not really ok to be attracted to them.