Rough couple of days. Could really use some encouragement
For context I've been dealing with a lot of mental junk and have kind of just been in bed ever since summer break started. I cleaned my room up a bit so it was liveable and the other day I did a thorough cleanup of my bed and washed my sheets and stuff. It was a big deal for me and it was so nice sleeping in a clean bed.
But then literally the next day a plug in my room started to burn out and we had to call someone in to come take a look since it seemed like an emergency. So I had to quickly clean off the dresser I had that was blocking access to the plug which led to a bunch of dusty clutter all over my bed. (I have a large bed that was a hand me down so it takes up all of my floorspace).
Now my bed is covered in stuff and I don't even know how to begin to clean it. Just walking into my room makes me want to break down. Not being able to sleep in my bed has been super hard too. It's just thrown off my mental status even more and I just can't even wrap my mind around cleaning anything up. I just enter the room and freeze.
It's such a discouraging feeling. I want my room back but I have to wait till the electrician comes to move my dresser back in place so I won't really be able to have it back until then but we still haven't heard from him. It's so upsetting and it feels awful. I could really use some encouraging words and maybe some cleaning tips since this has been really tough. Thanks.
Posted Jun 13, 2024, 10:36 AM UTC