I really just want my contract to up sometimes

Idk who really to tell so I’m dumping this shit onto Reddit. Everyday I count down the days until I can separate even crunching the numbers on using terminal leave. I’ve started some college classes working towards my associates and I’m gonna do a university transfer. I’m not sure maybe it’s because I’m maintenance but everyday I dream of getting out. I’ve got a year and 6 months left and it’s dragging really hard. I don’t wanna feel like I’m rushing “the good ol days” but I can’t help it and am stuck in this mentality.