Snap me back to reality please…

I keep envisioning the happy moments of having a child!!!! Specifically having a daughter. I know better but sometimes my mind just wonders to a place where everything is right and I have the perfect life and a kid (it’s all imagined in my head!!!). Maybe my cycle has something to do with that??? I don’t yearn or have a primal urge to have a child but I do end up imagining the best possible outcome (money, happy child, happy life, easy street, etc). I know that isn’t realistic nor plausible in my reality. Sometimes I just borrow a friend’s kid for an hour or two!!!

Snap me out of it peeps!!!