I think reality is a simulation and I’m being kept here against my will for some unknown reason.

I’m convinced of it, I think I’m the only conscious human-being/individual on this entire planet and that everything and everyone around me is all part of some computer simulation for me to live in. I’m so sad, I think everyone and everything around me is not real.. I don’t think it, I know it. I keep seeing “glitches” inside the simulation like weird things with my vision, and earlier today I looked at my window and everything was just completely pure white. My vision keeps flashing white, I think, I’m not sure… they’re glitches in reality.. I know the world I’m inside is not the real world and it’s making me so so sad and scared. I don’t know why I’m here, I don’t know if I actually believe this or not.

I just want to get out of here, I want to leave this place. The idea that everyone and everything around me aren’t real, just drones to keep me immersed inside this fake world I’m for some reason being kept inside is scaring me. I don’t even know why I’m making my post if I believe this, because by my logic all the responses I would get are fake anyway. I KNOW this isn’t real, I know I’m being kept here against my will. I keep seeing messages, glitches, when I try to “pull out” by focusing really hard I feel strange… my body feels strange.. I can’t even remember every detail to write down and I think its cause my brain is being emptied out.

I just want to leave this place, I don’t want everything I know and care about to be fake. Every reasonable or post I see that could help me believe otherwise I start to think is just planted there to convince me I’m not in one, idek why they would want to simulate my life. I think its just to watch me suffer, for some reason they wanted to watch someone live a terrible miserable life and made this place and put me here to fulfill it. Maybe its an experiment, I’m not sure. I just want to know how I pull myself out of here, how do I leave this place if its not real and if it is real what about all the things I’ve felt and seen. The world seems more and more fake the more I focus, I’m not playing along anymore. I just want to leave.