Celibacy

I’m back 😬…

So I am 19 (F) and I am a virgin. I am not ashamed or embarrassed to say that either. I’ve made the decision to become celibate because I feel like I want to do the more intimate things with my husband after a couple years of dating obvi. It is so hard to find a man willing to wait and I tell them on the first date that I want to wait till marriage and when I do they either shut it down or say they will wait and they end up cheating on me after 3-4 months 😭😭😭

It feels hard being celibate especially when media is pushing a lot of sexual themed music, shows, etc. sometimes it feels like everyone just wants to have sex all day or that’s all they can think about.

How are my fellow celibate people doing out there in the dating realm ??