i just did exposure today when i was alone at home

so guys, today i was alone at home and i just think to do some exposure to same gender and i get nude and start watching good looking aesthetic guys on the internet which are semi nude and i intentionally behaves like gay by sayi "you are so hot let my dick up for" and many other things just to check if i get hard or aroused feeling but trust me guys, my penis not even move 1% and also nothing in my butt it was my first serious exposure