Im a trans girl yet I want a MLM relationship?

So I am without a doubt trans.I would like to be seen as a girl by everyone.But when it comes to dating specifically a guy, I want to date him as a guy if that makes sense.when it comes to dating any other gender I'd like the be the girl in the relationship, but with a guy I want to be a guy. Does anyone else feel this way?Or at least get what I'm saying?