Two More Days until my Bisalp!!

I'm so nervous and excited, but at the same time feeling down and questioning things. My (now ex) partner broke up with me a week before surgery and I can't help but feel sad and wonder if this surgery triggered the breakup since I was truly blindsighted by it (no fights in the past few months and their rationale was mediocre at best). It's definitely a them thing, but it still hurts. Being in this emotional state isn't something I need right before surgery. :(

On the bright side, I've been waiting for this for years and I'm so excited to be done with my 10+ day periods from my Copper IUD. Plus if they can't handle an easy surgery, at least I know now they won't be sticking around for serious ones.

Been reading a lot of positive posts but could use some good vibes over here post-break up - trying to stay positive before surgery. Thanks in advance <3