I keep having dreams about my deceased father (rant?)

My father committed suicide last year in the summer, last month, which is the same month he died, i started having dreams about him.

The one i remember the most was a dream i had on the day of the anniversary of his death.

So, the dream is I went to the super market with my mom and my aunt and her husband and their little girl (they don't have one irl) but when we went out they were having trouble with their car and trying to fix it. The girl was sitting in a truck and she gestured for us to come and we got there my dad was also there. Suddenly, the girl disappeared and now sat in front of us two men who were driving the truck. they were threatening to throw us (me and my mom) out the truck in an unknown empty place while the truck was still moving in the middle of no where and I kept asking my dad for help and he refused. The men threatened us and kept forcing me to do inappropriate stuff i didn't not want to do. It was very scary. That was a dream i had on the anniversary of his death.

Now, another one is we were in a 3 story house my dad was locked in the 3rd floor he kept threatening to jump out the window (he committed suicide irl by jumping off the roof) if I didn’t come help him cause everyone was looking at him but the 3rd floor was locked he was talking with me on the phone and begging me to come help him and i felt so bad. I woke up crying.

I keep having dreams about him every night, sometimes even two dreams. This has been messing with me i don't know what sign my subconscious mind is trying to tell me. I am going crazy