Curious what my sexuality would be called

[M31] So for most of my life, I’ve thought I was SOLELY into women; the thought of making out with a dude (for some reason, that was the biggest thing) had always repulsed me.

This was years ago though, and I feel like I’m changing. I’ve had some great fucks with women, and even formed a brief relationship with a couple, but for some reason, it just seems to dissolve; we’ve been mutually incompatible.

Sometime a few years ago though, I started feeling something in my heart when talking to some dudes, and it’s been kind of confusing me.

I’m not physically attracted to them when I look them in the eye, but for some reason, I feel like I could go down on a good looking guy and would love to be called a bitch (weird kink in my past relationships). I might just want to be taken care of, or I might want to be treated like a “bitch” (I don’t mean to offend with that, I’m sorry.

I think I actually do want to be with a MAN, however surprising it is for me to realize, or maybe I’m just kinky af and want to experience truly getting ravished in bed.

Idk what all of this means.