[F19] I have sex with my dad

I have sex with my dad It's a long story haha I don't really remember my mom so it's always been only the two of us. But my dad was always an amazing hero and the most important person in the world to me. My entire life he supported me in everything I did, worked two jobs so he could afford me everything I wanted for hobbies, nice clothes and savings for my education. Whatever I wanted he always tried his best to give it to me. Whenever I was in a bad mood he did everything to cheer me up, like when I felt bad about not having a mother like other girls. My dad is really the best and I couldn't have asked for a better one. He makes me feel safe and happy like no one else can. I started college a whole ago, and it's an expensive one too, my dad pays for it all from money he had saved up, and I am really really grateful he gives me this chance, but also I felt it was about time to give back, so I started to earn some money of my own. I worked a part time job for a while where I met a girl that told me I should do sexy pictures of my cosplays online as that's very popular. I started to do so, and earned more money than I expected, and treated dad to a bunch of relaxing events like a spa, and eventually it became enough that I earned that I wasn't dependent on him at all anymore, allowing him to leave one if his two jobs. One day dad found out what I was doing, I didn't delete some of my pictures of his photo equipment. He confronted me about it and told me how disappointed he was.

I thought he meant that he was disappointed in me, but actually he was disappointed in himself, he said he felt like he didn't gave it enough if I felt pressured to use my body like this. I told him that it's something I enjoyed doing and eventually he got around to the idea and accepted it. He then even started to support me, showing me how to create better lighting and such. Eventually it went as far as that he began taking pictures of me, in sexy cosplays bordering on nude. It was a bit awkward at first, but with our sense of humor it became natural the third or so time. Then it happened. He took pics of me, we joked and teased a bunch, and next thing you know, papa was inside of me and blew his load into me. I guess papa was really pent up from years of not having any sex. All this time he was taking care of me, no one was taking care of him. He had such a uniquely content facial expression on him after he came in me that I think I had never seen before and it made me so happy to see my strong hard working dad so unqieuely vulnerable as he was lying in top of me, almost falling asleep.

But come the next day the mood soured a lot. He was clearly feeling very ashamed and guilty about it and he basically didnt spoke with me at all for the next few days. And I didn't know what to do. I never felt as disconnected from him as during that time. I couldn't pretend that fucking your daughter is a normal thing fathers do, but I also didn't wanted to shame and guilt my papa for taking care of his own needs that have gone unfulfilled such a long time, as a sacrifice for me. Eventually I felt I had to do something, so one day when he was at work, I cooked us both a nice dinner to surprise him when he comes home from work. I sat him down and forced him to enioy it, and then I made us talk. I did my best to assure him that his needs are valid and that there is nothing wrong with seeing me as a woman - I am one after all. And I got him to upon up a bunch. We chatted a lot about his sexless life ever since mom passed away and that he thinks I am prettier than she ever was. And suddenly I saw this vulnerable man again that I see so rarely. And it made me want to make him happy again. He even cried a bit. And I remember i chose to open his pants, take out his cock and to kiss it. I kept kissing my papa's cock until he stopped crying and when he began telling me to stop and that it's inapproiste what we are doing, I took it into my mouth. His crying about appropriateness quickly ceased and he began to enjoy it and then, he blew his load into my mouth and I swallowed it all. My own papa's load.

Afterwards we made out like two shy teenagers doing it for the first time but it was wonderful.

Ever since me and papa fuck like little rabbits, he's quite needy now haha. He's making up for lost time I think, and I am so happy he is. We are so in love and we go on dates now too, tho the only thing different to hanging out like before I guess is that we now hold hands, kiss and occasionally do kinky things, but once again, a wonderful experience. And I now get to sleep in papa's bed and arms. And I feel even safer and happier than I did before. I love my papa so, so much