I’ve been putting off breaking up with my gf of 5 years for a while not and I’m finally building up the courage to do it. This is the note I’m going to read out to her can you guys just give me some feedback please (so stressed)

This is the hardest and most stressful conversation I’ve ever had to have, and I probably ever will have. I’m finding it extremely hard to articulate how I’m feeling right now. I don’t think any words exist to try and explain the thoughts banging around in my head. I’ve been putting this conversation with u off for a while now, trying to ignore my feeling and keep pushing towards the live I always dreamed I would have with u. But those feeling are starting to eat at me, every night I push them to the back for my head but I feel them crawling back. When I first met u I instantly fell in love, and it was the best time of my live. I honestly felt like nothing else could top it. But after a couple years I started to feel the spark between us dwindle. Day by day it felt less passionate, and probably a month ago I knew that our time in this relationship was numbered. The thought of expressing these feelings with u has made me sick to my core, since the first day they popped into my head. Just writing this right now is making me want to throw up. I’m truly terrified of how ur going to react to this and how much pain this is going to cause both you and me. I’ve never known anyone like you and never trusted anyone as much as you. U are the biggest factor in building the person that I am today, and im endlessly thankful for everything you have done for me. All the sacrifices you have made in your life to benefit me. I will never forget them. But every day I put this off makes this conversation 100 times harder, I’m scared I’m going to get to a point where I’m never able to build up the courage to make you aware of this. And we will waste our lives with each other never getting to experience our lives to there fullest. I don’t want that, and I feel horrible being responsible for the sweetest most beautiful loving girl I’ve ever met never getting to live to her life to its full potential. So I’m stopping it here, please understand that I would never hurt you like this if I didn’t think it was the only option. And I will always love you and u will always be my best friend. I’m sorry Tarsh.