There is no trace of beauty left on my face.

I spend a small fortune to look good and it’s just not working. . I hate looking in the mirror and I don’t want to leave the house anymore. I’m too ugly and lately looking back at old pics I’m pretty sure I’ve always been ugly. I feel like such a joke.

Im sorry if this doesn’t belong here. I don’t know how to talk about this. Im not sure if maybe I have developed some form of body dysmorphia or if I’m try the troll I see in the mirror everyday. I just wish I were someone else most days.