It happened.. don’t know how to feel

So last night I had a friend come over to visit from out of town. When they left, I decided to have a drink or 2 out of pure boredom (I might have slight problem but after last night not anymore lmaoooo) I decided it would be a good idea to chug both of the little drinks that I had bought from the liquor store a while ago. For context, the first drink I had was 35 ABV and the second one was 20 ABV both about 16 ounces (pre-made old-fashioned and a Cosmopolitan). The first hour or so was pretty fun... Until the room started spinning more than it usually did. That’s when I decided to go take a shower. I get to my bathroom and I immediately sit down on my toilet and put my head on my bathroom stool (chair). At this point i’m struggling to get up to take my shower and when I did finally get up, I ended up falling over into my bathtub, bruising my hip and the back of my head. After laying there for a little bit, I got up and sat back on the toilet that’s when this huge wave of nausea hit. I decided to close my eyes while slumped over the bathroom chair. At this point, I’m praying to not thrw up, but I felt the first gg and the next thing I knew I opened my eyes and there was pke on my forearm arm I closed my eyes again and felt a very warm sensation running up my throat (not going to go into detail, but you already know what that was) that’s when I just decided to get it out as fast as possible. I was so wasted I didn’t even feel the second gg, so I’m not sure if my emetophobia is cured because of this experience or not. To be honest, the only thing I remember about the actual feeling was the first g*g, the warmth, the bitter taste in my mouth, and the color of it.

The rest of the night consisted of me cleaning up the bathroom floor (attempting too) and washing the poor towel and bathmat that were in the crossfire.