Feels good to finally confess.

She is the only girl that made me feel what love is, known her for 5 years, had crush on her almost immediately, was a coward and could not confess and we cut contact for almost a year, had this huge regret of not being able to tell her how I feel, we got in touch again for last few months and the feelings got even stronger and I knew that if I didn’t confess this time I would regret it all my life, saw her in real life again, we messaged day and night but turns out she only sees me as a friend .

Feels good to finally confess regardless of the outcome, will probably be depressed next new months but it will pass, regret of not confessing would not.