Strapons that don't feel like strapons?

While I (20M) have the desire to be on the giving end of PiV sex, bottom surgery is unrealistic for me at the moment. In the past I just figured I could get by with manual and oral sex, but whether it's me or the 2yrs of testosterone, I feel like PiV sex. However, I don't want to feel like a lesbian with a strapon. It doesn't have to look ultra realistic, but I am looking for...

-Something that feels more like a prosthetic than a strapon.

-Something sturdy. I don't want it falling off or anything.

-Something reasonably priced, I'm a college student after all.

-Bonus points if there's one that somehow stimulates my natal phallus. I'd like to be able to physically enjoy sex with a woman with as little dysphoria as possible.