[f4M] Exploring Together

We met during study abroad, so we've never really lived in the same place for longer than a few months. Everything changed when we both got remote jobs and the possibility of traveling together as digital nomads opened up.

We both wanted to see the world, but it would be cheaper and easier if we traveled together. It hadn't even occurred to us to worry about sharing rooms. We were in our 20s and the time for adventure was now.

You have had a few conquests during our travel, and I haven't spent all of my time alone either. Despite our outside activities, the tension growing between us is getting hard to ignore, especially with us sharing a room. And we're not just physically attracted, there is definitely an emotional aspect to the flirtation. I clearly want you but I'm holding back.

It was late one drunken night that we were flirting and you finally tried to kiss me, but I pushed you away told you that you didn't want a girl like me. I was too messed up.

It wasn't the first time I'd said something about being broken or something being wrong with me, but it was the first time you wanted to push the issue. I told you to drop it, but couldn't hide the disappointed look on my face, even as you did what I asked.

You started snooping after that, wondering what could even be wrong with me. I never left you alone with my computer, but when I went to the bathroom one night a text came through from my ex. You'd heard stories about him but had never met. From everything you've heard, he was a loser and leaving him was good for me.

You hadn't meant to look at the text, but you couldn't help it. You knew my password just from having seen me enter it so many times over the past few months, so you entered it quickly to see what the text said. Your jaw dropped as you read the words, "I miss my little rape doll. Come home. No one will love an abuse loving whore like you, but I'll at least put you to good use."

You quickly scan through the text thread and see this isn't the first such message, and I've responded to them on a few occasions. I've sent pictures. You see things you didn't think women said outside of porn. You quickly screenshot some conversations and send them to yourself to read later before marking the message as unread and slamming my phone down.

I return from the bathroom, oblivious to what you've seen, not even bothering to look at my phone right away. When I do eventually see the message, you watch for me to react with horror, but I simply swallow, type out a few words and return my focus to you.

Hey there. Had a bit of a travel inspired prompt idea. We could even be in a country where I don't speak the language and you do, so I'm more reliant on you. In any case, in the prompt I've been avoiding a romantic entanglement with you because I may have some extreme kinks. Still, there is an intense draw between the two of us and the tension is palpable. Are you turned on by this new revelation? Convince me not to go back to my ex.

If you've read this far, thank you. Please tell me what you hope to have in the screenshots you took from my phone earlier. What would you like me to have said or sent, particularly if I said something about you.

Kinklist: https://i.imgur.com/mD4XrF2.png