I’m afraid to look at images or photos of r**** to make an ID because of a phobia

Hi! I’ve been living in my apartment for over 4 years. I’m extremely clean possibly borderline ocd. I’ve never had r***** until a nasty neighbor moved in next door to me.

Long story short they abandoned the apartment and left it in disarray and also left pests.

Pest control got most of them down but they recently made a resurgence and I don’t know what else to do.

They are brownish/reddish/blackish in color with a whitish circle on their backs. I now see one at least 2-3 times a week. Babies and medium ones.

I just bought the following products and been using them for about a week

Advion Gentrol spray and sticky pads Hot shot liquid gel Apartment pest control Zevo when I see one.

Please help me I feel so stressed and disgusted 🤢 #disgusted#