Going Outside Isn't Fun

People are always pushing me to go outside and have fun but when I do, the first thing they do is point out every flaws I have, talk about problems that I can't wiggle myself out of, and shove a whole bunch of "they're living their best life and you're rotting in your bedroom." dialogue.

I know that some of them mean well but it's honestly so much to take, especially to someone who's already depressed and has low self esteem like me. It's like presenting me a nice wrapped up gift while kicking me and calling me worthless.

I probably need a good vacation away from everything because simple things like this is gnawing away at my already lacking enthusiasm about this miserable life.