I definitely feel things. How can I go further?

Hi all!

This is my first time posting here.

Everything started one time when I had a consultation with a medium.

She told me that I have something, and that would be great if I could exploit it.

I’d say that now I’m more opened about it and I definitely feel, sometimes saw, a few things.

For example, at my old place of work (a private castle, I was a butler), I was so sick by passing by the library. I don’t why. This area was so cold. A colleague told me “Maybe it’s the momies” and I told her that this not. I was walking across the room and felt super uncomfortable, and I discovered a slave’s head locked in a glass chest. I screamed, because that was the thing that was making uncomfortable everything I passed by.

Later, I just felt so weird in one of the garden. I felt watched, specially night time. That was scary, but not the spirit. The spirit was just hurt. A few weeks later, I was talking about it with my colleague and he told me “Oh! Actually there was someone dead here. He was cutting a tree, and the tree fell on him. There was blood everywhere”

Now it’s in my actual workplace in a hotel in the countryside. A huge property. By daytime, everything is quiet. But by the nighttime, as soon as the sun sets, I feel something very off. Usually by 11pm, I’m all alone waiting for a colleague who is gonna work all night. These times are the hardest, because I know that they can feel that I’m scared. I can’t even go outside.

Sometimes I saw someone behind me walking, and there’s nobody. I hear them shouting my name from the other side of the room.

This is so scary, but I’m getting used to it.

This is an old farm where people stayed here during WW2. A lot of people were murdered here and you can feel it.

In my everyday life, I definitely feel things. I can tell you when a thing can go wrong, and this have saved my life multiple times.

When I walk in a room, I can tell you about the energy of the room. Now people.

I’m feeling physically tired by all of this.

I’d like to know of to get further.