Considering cutting off my therapist

Yesterday was genuinely such a horrible day..

I went to therapy, my therapist is pregnant to add.

She told me initially with the announcement that she wouldn’t be leaving the field, yesterday when she mentioned her last day being September 30th.. I asked her when she would be back.. she stated January but said she likely wouldn’t be returning because she couldn’t find childcare.. she countered this up with mentioning i was doing well.. yet asked if I wanted to go weekly leading up to this which to me just makes me think she’s leeching off of me because she can’t afford childcare.. to add I HAVE NOT HAD HEALTH INSURANCE SINCE I TURNED 18 BACK IN APRIL, I WAS CUT OFF MY SURVIVORS..

She was helping me with a disability claim, but no fuck me.. I now don’t have anyone to help with the paperwork regarding the information from health care providers with my situation..

I also was told how I should just call adult protective services on my abusive sibling which I’ve been open many times about experiencing sibling abuse my whole life.. I asked her for help because I am too afraid to call for help myself since I’m so deathly afraid of not being believed by the cops and was hoping since she’s a mandated reporter she could help me instead of just telling me I’m 18 and an adult and should handle it myself as if I didn’t turn 18 4 months ago and I’m only about to start college.

I have never felt so spat in the face or truly helpless in awhile.. I wish I was a woman being beat by her husband so I was taken serious