Advise needed

Hey all,

I’m in the gym a few months now doing it the natural way. My form is on point, eating 3200 a day, 180g protein, iron, creatine, b complex, bcaa etc etc. I’m 37 so getting to the point where TRT should probably be considered. Issue I have is, nobody will even run the tests let alone go any further in the process. I might have a private endocrinologist who will at least run the tests but anything further than that I really can say where I live they are incredibly strict about all medication simple that are over-the-counter in my home country are prescription only here. In about 10 weeks from now I’m going to start a cycle of T-cyponate 500 a month. I’m not interested in the other crazy stuff but I want to do the T stuff right. From the reading I’ve been doing the big issue is in having it convert to oestrogen. I also understand that when you come off a cycle muscle gains associated with the psycho can be lost or severely reduced. I understand this is where post cycle comes in. I understand that during the cycle and antiaromatase would be useful. I have a source for the testosterone they have a number of anus. I’m just not entirely sure which is the best and best I mean least side effects. In terms of side effects for the testosterone I understand acne is an issue. I’ve had cystic acne most of my life which has cleared up over the last couple of years. I have quite a lot of heavy scarring from it so having it come back while I’m doing the cycle doesn’t seem like the end of the world to me, I’m not going to gain that many new scars. I guess what I’m asking here is reliable advice around a testosterone only cycle and the best way to go about a post cycle to not lose the gains. I will also mention reproductive health is not a concern of mine. I ruptured my testicles a couple of years back in a motorcycle accident, fertility is off the table.