I cry whenever I think about my hyperfixation

Whenever I think about metal gear solid I actually start to cry sometimes because of how much I love metal gear solid. I feel so annoying I talk to it to everyone whenever I find out something new about it I tell it to my friends and then feel EMBARASSED. I FEEL LOKE I LACK OF PERSONALITY BECASUE WHENERV SOMETHING is slightly a MGS reference I will mention it i always think of it I love it so much AND I FEEL STUPID AND I CRINGE AT MYSELF. I talk to everyone about it even my parents I explain the lore to them because I love talking about it WHY DO I DO THAT