Probably gonna end it soon

I ain’t preachy know how much of a durden I am on my parents; my mom is alway ashamed of how much I’ve drank enriched

how much of an impact I’ve had on much of dranked throughout the night

My mom could didn’t another person that’s more reasonable with their drinking than me; my dad always has a son that’s in prison for the next decade of so I feel like I’m worse than him; I feel like the worst person alive so while my mom’s disappointedly drive me to the drink

I’m drunk and like a burden; like my parents would better off if I just ended my life; then I wouldn’t have to be compared to my brother anymore

Just another columnist for a reason to be talked off the edge for going in the shower and doing something drastic; thank you; I have razors with me that I might end my clean streak with tonight bc I hate my job and my life

Goodnight