I forgive my abuser.

I forgive my abuser for abusing me I forgive her for hitting me for talking s?it about me I forgive her for always cheating on me and I forgive her for SAing me and graping me.

No I don't but she thinks I do, I'm never gonna be able to forgive her for all the shit she put me through. I told her I forgive her but I don't at all. I don't even know how to. How come someone forgive someone for doing something life what she did to me.