Feeling lost in life

It’s barely 9am but here I am writing this lol.

I feel like I picked the wrong career path and am stuck in a unfulfilling job that doesn’t reflect my academic potential. I work from home which is nice but has definitely taken a toll on both my physical and mental health.

Seeing everyone my age going travelling on holidays, meeting their soulmates, loving life and I feel like I’m just…here, kinda just floating about living the same day on repeat. Not just that, I feel extremely insecure in myself and don’t think I can ever get over that - I must have body dysmorphia which is making meeting any guys for marriage incredibly hard.

I’m not usually a negative person but I can’t see myself happy living like this for any longer, I’ve started taking on hobbies, which has helped but I still feel a void.